I thought that I would be cool with what happened between Jm & I but I'm not. I think this is really stupid but I am selfish if I were to do anything.. not like there is anything for me to do about it. Afterall you made the choice, now it's my turn to. Breaking a bond is never an easy thing, especially not after being good friends for so many years. I guess it's inevitable that I would feel this way for sometime but I'm sure I'll get out of this okay.

I haven't done my assignment! Which must be done by sunday so I can send it out then and head to my reservist on MONDAY morning! FML! To make things worse, I don't know if I have EVERYTHING! I should be panicking right now but I'm actually gna head out in less than hour to hang out with the guys at a cybercafe in grandlink. LOL! >.> right, yes I know ;D

I think my train of thoughts are very random and they can be of a big impact on my decisions made in reality. Some may not agree with it but since its a decision I make about my life I think its only fair that I should feel comfortable about it. Right? I've already started preparing my new year's resolution, LOL. Things I wna do next year, now thats something we should get started with cos' it's already the 4th of december! I mean if you start thinking about it too late you'll only come up with some lame ass resolutions like 'I wna get a LV wallet next year, I wna get an AX suit next year etc'. Like rightttt >.> if those are resolutions than mine would be a miracle. hehh.


Alright, before I get too carried away I should go prepare now before I turn up late again (;